I understand and in fact, it would be easier to be childless (I have 4) but my heart would be empty. And we don't have it easy. Then I remember that all I can take with me when I die is my children.
"...it would be easier to be childless...but my heart would be empty." I know what you mean. The pain at the mere thought of it is almost unbearable.
'Scuse me...I think I have to go hug them.