You did not explain it by what you wrote but what you had in mind (Jn.5:24) when you wrote.
Can I define Total Depravity? Sure can. I am waiting for you to define it since you are the one defending it!
So how about all those If's? Sounds awfully 'Armininan' to me. As I said Calvinist have to sound Arminian when it comes to man's volition to sound Biblical.