Well actually what made me rethink the Armenian position was I never felt there was a "choice".It never entered my mind at that time or in the 25 years since....I understood the depth of my sin and I understood how unworthy I was to be loved by God..I fell to my knees....there is NO other response in the presence of a Holy God ,connect..
There are lots of folks in "Calvinist" and in "Armenian " churches that are unsaved..they believe they were born into the kingdom (Billy Graham just just said that of his wife ..can you believe that??).
At the moment you were saved did you hesitate and think "I wonder if I should do this?" Cause if you did we had very different salvation experiences..