This is not what I meant! Either the Bible is right, or it is wrong. If it is right, then you are in trouble. If it is wrong, then you should relax and enjoy what is left of your life.
But living your life one way and hoping that you are wrong is like trying to "hedge" your bet. Th And I would be dismayed if you did not look at evidence. If you are willing, I have a little evidence.
Living my life one way? I try to do my best in this world. I make mistakes (BIG ONES AT TIMES). I certainly am not perfect (far far from it). Do I try and help people and be kind whenever I can? Absolutely. Do I wonder if I am doing the right thing or question what I believe in? Every single day. If thee is a God, he made me this way. Whay should I be condemmed for ever for questioning and seeking and wondering at this marvelous universe we live in.