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The N-400 and Me
Mercurial Times ^ | October 22, 2001 | AnnaZ

Posted on 10/22/2001 8:44:39 PM PDT by Mercuria

When I was young, though born north of the 49th parallel, I loved America. I loved Jesus, too. And then I was given an education.

Don't get me wrong, I loved Canada. After all it was so... uh, clean. Pristine, actually. But it didn't have the zip, the panache of the land down below. Let's face it, even in Nature the bald eagles soar high above the maple leaves.

And we didn't have that patriotic passion, that much-heralded "Liberty", we had no Texas to threaten not to mess with. But we did have ABC and we did have Schoolhouse Rock every afternoon, and we sang along with that bill on Capitol Hill, even though that law someday wouldn't be our law anyway and that Constitution wasn't our Constitution. Spectators. That's how I saw us.

And you could come from anywhere in the world and still be an American. But, since being Canadian was not as stringently defined, most immigrants came in bringing their own countries along with them. Canada's biggest claim to fame may ultimately be the exaltation of the hyphenated citizen.

But then I got the real lowdown when I began my higher learning. (It's amazing how much it costs to hear someone say "Down with capitalism!") Entering the Arts was asking for trouble I suppose, and yes, Daddy, you were right, but those syllabi don't come with disclaimers -- Marx was cool, guns are bad and God is dead. Disagree and you'll get a B. Assimilate and you, too, can scorn beauty, hate your father and protect abortion rights for the next generation. The irony was lost on them.

For two years they had me. But the third was a charm. I eventually left Canada, toured Western civilization, and finally settled in Southern California, the ultimate revenge, I thought, against the commies of the Great White North. Until I realized that they were having the last laugh, surrounded as I was by their Left Coast brethren.

I had always wanted Canada to try to become more like the States. And instead I have watched America become more like Canada, which boggles the mind. Were legislators here somehow inspired by the pathetic exchange rate, the unemployment weight, the language wars? It it ain't broke why fix it, unless you're blind to the forest, and want the world to hug your personal tree. It seemed as though the socialized sneer for individual Liberty had somehow become more infectious than the Providential smile of freedom.

But what was the root of this disdain, this arrogance? In one of those strings of things one shouldn't do that are listed by a Prophet or an Apostle in the Scriptures, jealousy is almost always included, and I had never thought about it before. Adultery? Yep, that's a bad one. Lying? An easy guess for addition to the no-no list. Stealing? Understood. But jealousy, and envy, not being obvious sins, at least to me, and not feeling convicted when reading those words, well, I usually overlooked their reference.

But I have seen it many times in my life, even if I've only just begun to examine it. There are many possible reactions, I note, when one is faced with that which is, comparatively, superior, whichever way that superiority is manifested and acknowledged. Sometimes the reaction is admiration, and it can lead to emulation. Other times admiration engenders a cozying up to, a basking in the light of, a hope for osmotic transference and greatness by association. Most times a recognition of one's relative inadequacy is forgotten as quickly as it was recognized. And life in the comfort zone goes on.

Then there are times when the effect is competition, is study, not for one's enlightenment or advancement -- this isn't football, but for a search for the chinks and weaknesses, holes in the cheese, the actual unseen inferiority, in comparison to a false self-promotion. This tactic may employ lies if necessary, and it usually is, and jealousy, when full-blown, seeks not only to deride and distort, but to destroy, to snuff out the light illuminating the basis for the rivalry. It's easy to look good when the competition is annihilated, eliminated, erased. Ultimately, at its extreme, jealousy is evil.

A few months ago I downloaded the N-400 Application for Naturalization from the INS website, courtesy of the DOJ. Political events and shifts had provoked a desire to officially recognize my relationship to this Republic. But I didn't send it in. Perhaps I needed a guarantee that the change would last longer than a term. After all, if you're going to be a citizen of a socialist nation you might as well keep the passport of the one that garners the least animosity.

But as war and rumors of war escalate again today I printed up that application anew. If it is -- yet again -- the end of the world as we know it, I don't want to return to spectator status. Denouement, at least for me, in the face of evil revealed, is the realization that I will fight or die for that which I esteem over all else, including myself. And if some see that as buddying up to the Great Satan, so be it. I disagree. Besides, I defend the right to choose Satan, if one so wishes. I mean, hey! after all, even God lets us do that.


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To: glock rocks
Thanks for taking the time to read it! All the best!
 
(Love the screen name! My sentiments, exactly.)

81 posted on 10/23/2001 10:36:48 PM PDT by AnnaZ
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To: B4Ranch
Ahh, a fellow ex-pat! Very cool!
 
(Sad, though, at the same time.)
 
Tongue-in-cheek(?) I've often described myself as a political-refugee-from-the-socialist-democracy-of-Canada. INS didn't buy it though. And no amnesty or waived fees for me, either. And the ClintonGoReno cartel didn't really inspire me to stand on line in downtown L.A.
 
But I'll do it now.

82 posted on 10/23/2001 10:50:19 PM PDT by AnnaZ
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To: AnnaZ
I'll bet the line is getting longer and longer. I'll take Nevada over La La land any day.
83 posted on 10/23/2001 11:07:37 PM PDT by B4Ranch
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To: Mercuria
Thanks for the ping.
84 posted on 10/24/2001 10:48:14 AM PDT by Library Lady
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To: Mercuria
And that's a big double-skol back at you.

May the smorgasbord be filled with delightful munchies, and the mead be overflowing from our goblets!

85 posted on 10/24/2001 12:01:37 PM PDT by vikingchick
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To: Mercuria
I am such a dunce for not remembering you on the list!!

Thats O'kay, I snoop around a lot. :-}

86 posted on 10/24/2001 12:36:38 PM PDT by Great Dane
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To: Mercuria
My pleasure, ping. (^:
87 posted on 10/24/2001 2:52:22 PM PDT by Ragtime Cowgirl
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BUMP for the Left Coast evening!!
88 posted on 10/24/2001 7:13:01 PM PDT by Mercuria
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To: Mercuria
Nice writing, great sentiments.

Ping me if you post more like this.

89 posted on 10/24/2001 7:20:00 PM PDT by LibKill
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To: LibKill
Thank you...you are now on The List!!

;-)

90 posted on 10/24/2001 7:30:44 PM PDT by Mercuria
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To: Mercuria; AnnaZ
'Anna is more AMERICAN than many, many AMERICANS I know!!!'

It's really true, Merc, that some of the good 'Americans' ARE Canadians . . .

I've rambled from BC to Nova Scotia, and always felt a political kinship with Canucks; Therefore, the essay fascinated me.

The Canadian s seem to be 'spectators' of their own federal government, and are far from being subjugated by it.

I expect Western Canada to secede -- before Quebec , and I hope Americans will support them if they do. I know I will.

Thanks for the ping, Mercuria -- Great 'read' AnnaZ !

91 posted on 10/25/2001 6:22:40 AM PDT by Crowcreek
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To: habs4ever
A bump for the habs!
92 posted on 11/09/2001 5:51:09 PM PST by BigM
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To: BigM
They need all the bumping and grit they can get :-)
93 posted on 11/09/2001 5:53:24 PM PST by habs4ever
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To: Mercuria
Very Good Merc!
94 posted on 11/09/2001 5:54:29 PM PST by cmsgop
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To: habs4ever
My brother scored two goals in his first game in the NHL at the Forum. It was incredible watching it live on Hockey Night in Canada. It's moments like that that makes me proud to be a Canuck!
95 posted on 11/09/2001 6:08:05 PM PST by BigM
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To: Crowcreek
Wow...this thread was resurrected...huzzah! (But looks like Anna was busy this past Monday...bless her soul, she's so busy being wife, mommy, and patriot, so I won't go tuff on her.)

You're welcome for the ping, Crowcreek. ;-)

96 posted on 11/09/2001 7:11:34 PM PST by Mercuria
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To: cmsgop
I choose some good ones, don't I? **preen**

i don't always make the best choices, but sometimes I do, so let me indulge myself a little bit here...one big vanilla capp with an extry shot of espresso, please!

97 posted on 11/09/2001 7:13:03 PM PST by Mercuria
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To: Mercuria
That drink is sooooooooo "90's!!!!!!!
98 posted on 11/10/2001 11:05:03 AM PST by cmsgop
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To: Mercuria

Welcome home, AnnaZ! And are we ever glad you're here!


99 posted on 07/22/2005 4:27:43 PM PDT by hershey
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To: hershey
Necroposting in Prime Time? This thread is nearly four years old.

c):)

100 posted on 07/22/2005 4:30:18 PM PDT by Textide
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