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As far as man diappointing you. Of course he will he None of us are perfect, including you:), that's why we need each other to help keep us built up. And God will NEVER disappoint you, and He is the one telling you to go to church. 1 John 5:3 For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments, and his commandments are not grevious.
And about the rest of your response. Do you think you might be suffering just a little from the sin of pride. You might take a second look at this response and see it for what it is:)
Becky
I am suffering more from the sin of ignorance. I am ignorant of so many things yet find only those who are worse off than me. Hang in there, I am persuaded that God is going to move once again in this age and we will all have our chance to accept or reject Him. Be forewarned because I believe He will move as He has in the past the first to reject Him will be the religious. Keep your ears open.