Save your prayers for yourself, you need them a lot more than I do. I have no bitterness for Christians they are in general a very fine people but just as in any group there are a few like you who will abuse their trust and faith to acheive their own twisted agenda.
When Judgement Day comes I will be standing proud for my Faith, Love and Tolerance of others. It is you who will face some very tough questioning for your actions.
May God Save Your Soul.