I have many " deversions " and reading your exceptionally badly written poetry, isn't one I care to savor.
You can find the time, to find and post your own tripe, but NOT to answer some civilly asked questions. I see ... it's all about you, you, YOU and what you imagine is worthy. ROTFLOL
I pity you and shall pray that you get help...soon. You have quite the inflated ego and pride goeth before a fall. :-)