Your "rant" summarized. Of course, it sounds very intelligent when you do it. That's different though, right?!!
I seriously think you should go to a doctor because you aren't well. No wonder your kids won't speak to you. No wonder you've become so isolated. I've never met you and I already can see how difficult you must be to deal with.
I don't really agree with any of the things you say I do with the exception of thinking that you "doth protest to much" and they are therefore probably true of you.
you are clearly not a well man.
Now I would aprreciate it if you would go away.