Carlo3b, your sentiments regarding your son are so wonderful. Hopefully, he's not too young to appreciate how much you love him. And I also pray for his safe return to you.
I know the other side of life. Know what it is to be alone in the world and to have no one care about you. No one to turn to when those inevitable tough times come around. So your post is especially moving to me.
By the way, I'm half Italian, and my dad was born in Italy.
Thank you for your thoughts my dear Italian friend, it's a pleasure to have you here. Watch for my Italian recipes, they may remind you of better times.. peace.. Carlo