You are the toxic female. It's women like you that make it difficult for a guy like me to find what and who I'm looking for. You will do anything you want to get your wants and needs met, then kick the guy in the nu*s and yell "NEXT!" It's all about you. What you want. What you need.
It's pathetic women like you who make me wonder if there any women that want a real man, and no, I'm not talking about macho,... rich, good looking, or anything like that. I'm talking about faithful, considerate, committed, knows how to be the head of the household without being a dictator, responsible, dependable, and all the other character traits of a real man.
You don't want a man like that because you couldn't control him. Any man you can't control is a man you will avoid. Or try to destroy him.
You'll make up excuses like "he's boring", "he's too serious", he's not rich enough", but the real reason is you're afraid of him. You'll tell me I'm full of crap, but I've seen your type before, I've dated them, I've made the mistake of falling in love with them. Now I know what to watch out for.
I bolded part of your comment above, and only had one short comment of my own.
Not much to add to what you said, thanks you have a handle on it.