I lift you up, Christie - deep in the night, there is another mommy who knows, and prays! I lift you up to God, our Father. He loves you. Help will come - but you need to be looking for it, and you might even need to ask for it. There are those who need to help. Reach out to them!
In Jesus name, I pray for you...
Thanks, dandelion.
Most people don't understand that.