(i'll have to read it slowly since my eyes are starting to glaze over)
LOL!!!! I know the feeling, chilepepper!
Still, I thought it worthwhile to stick with it.... GREAT and important stuff here.... (IMO)
Try small doses. And small meditations in between. Or take the problem to bed with you, and sleep on it!
All of which work for me. :^) all my best -- bb