I know that. The hard way.
Unfortunatly, I have experience is some of the most ugly type of politics there is. Internal organizational politics.
Yeah, well, it always seems worse in church too. Because you don't expect to find unethical acts and tempers. Nevertheless they are just people.
Sometimes you might need a break. But that's why I suggested ignoring it for now and seeking out discipleship training. That will equip you to deal with it better.