What the heck are you suggesting? Forget it, I don't want to know the rantings of a lunatic.
As I suspected, you actually do respect the threat of force that might be exercised by government. Frankly there's nothing the RTL movement can gain with private warfare. On the other hand, once the RTL movement gets control of the Supreme Court, you just never know what might happen.
One possibility is that the SC will simply nullify Roe v. Wade, et seq, and instantly return the state of the law over the last 30 years to that which existed at the time of the ruling. Your abortion would then become a crime for which you could be punished.
That right there is a pretty good reason for you to keep your mouth shut about it.