Please donh, you do not believe in God,
I don't believe in YOUR God, that doesn't make me an athiest. Athiests have an assured positive opinion about the non-existence of God--you will search in vain for any statement of mine that categorically denies the existence of God--yours, mine, or anybody elses. You could get away with calling me an agnostic, although that is pretty sloppy attention to detail, but if you care a whipstitch about the proper use of language, I don't remotely qualify as an athiest.
Okay, so what God do you believe in? You are hiding behind a semantic paper curtain.