You may well be correct. Unfortunately, I believe you are too late.
I admire your courage to post here, like that. It took balls.
You have proven yourself in my book as someone who stands up for what he believes.
I admire your spirit. I think it could be put to good use as a 'human shield' in Pyongyang, North Korea. It is very likely the US will attack there next.
If you contact the General Association of Korean Residents in Japan(Chongryon) in Chiyoda-ku, Tokyo, they may be able to facilitate you. You will have to travel through China to Pyongyang, but I believe they would assist in picking up your living expenses in North Korea, and your way there. Let me know by Freepmail if you want the contact address there.