Don't worry about it. I still see her charming face in the mirror every morning (literally; a large photograph hangs over my bed, and there's a mirror on the far wall). I've just started Atkins myself (almost two weeks ago) after her uncle strongly recommended it to me at a memorial service for her father. I'm really wishing I knew then what I know now, but it's useless to play 'what if' games in the past.
YOU seem like an ideal, and loving individual.
Thanks. Hopefully I'll find me a suitable someone. Preferably someone who has or wants to take up the Atkins lifestyle, and who can cook decently (or at minimum doesn't mind the questionable results of my cooking). I know from experience that a large woman can give a whole lot of loving; I just wish being large didn't contradict being healthy.