Yep, that's what it all seems to boil down to, gore3000. It is a quite futile attempt at self-divinization....
One door away from Heaven, The Book of Counted Sorrows
We live each day and hour.
One day away from Heaven,
But it lies beyond our power
To open the door to Heaven
And enter when we choose.
One door away from Heaven,
And the key is ours to lose.
One day away from Heaven,
But, oh, the entry dues.
And just a "hi" to you, A-G.