Wow.
Your pride and inability to admit you've been played for a chump by Rome has made you truly pathetic now.
You have now been forced to confront the Truth about Roman Catholicism, and God is watching to see if you will VOLUNTARILY CHOOSE to stay in a cult that you now know has been debunked, or whether you will leave it (as He commands you to in Rev 18) and enter into into the Truth of God's Holy Word.
The Roman Catholic Church has -- this day -- been exposed for all to see as the lying Whore of Babylon. On Judgement Day, Polycarp, you will NOT be able to plead ignorance.
You, and many others on these threads, need to consider that.
Neither will you.
And, unlike Polycarp, you will also not be able to plead that you acted in charity.
Repent!