I provided a URL ... I don't know how to do links yet. :(
`It's sick, disgusting and perverted,'' Stayner said sheepishly. ``I know all these things. I can't go to prison for the rest of my life and be happy without seeing it."
Stayner, who played a kind of poker game with agents, told them he had never seen child pornography but the desire to do so had tormented him for years.
Stayner suggested that if he had been brave enough to find some before his string of killings, ``maybe this stuff wouldn't have happened."
He added to his wish list a request that $250,000 in reward money -- once offered for the safe return of the Sunds and Silvina by their relatives and friends -- go to his parents. "My parents aren't too well off,'' he told the FBI agents.
The nerve and ego this guy has is immense.
His parents would have died before accepting that money.
I live in northern CA and not too far from where this happened. In fact a friend of mine went to school with Cary and told me about the hell the parents went through when Steven was kidnapped. They were still looking for him until the day they got the call from a sherriff from another county(?) asking them if they had a son who was kidnapped named Steven. They had kept every christmas present for 7 years waiting for him always praying he'd come home.