No one's life is known to others. On the other hand, everything is recorded forever in the Akashic Records and known to all.
You didn't win the bear, and you did deserve to win it. On the other hand, with your resources, you can have any bear in Alaska. In some respects, you already do. And since you have such resources already, paradoxically you didn't deserve to win.
No one understands. Yet, paradoxically, everyone does.
You didn't really want it. Yet, paradoxically, you did.
You are independent and self-sufficient; you maintain an intimate connection with the Italian High Renaissance while exploring the wilds of Alaska. Yet paradoxically you are gentle and vulnerable and need to be comforted when disappointed.
Beyond paradox is chaos.
Beyond chaos... ???
--With love from Him Who Sees All, Knows All, Tells All (but paradoxically doesn't see, know, or tell anything)--The Beast