I can say without fear of contradiction that I no more hate Christians than Christians hate we Atheists.
Then you will be contradicted. First of all, I know of no Christian who has the almost Stalanist contempt for their counterparts that you have. Secondly, by acting as you do, do you hope to attract others? Do you think people will think, "Hey, this John seems pretty happy and secure as an atheist - I think I'll check it out"?