So you have changed your mind? This is what you said on post #67.
" Shoot, beatin it is better than goin' to some whore and payin' her for sex."
No I haven't changed my mind. I said that beatin' it was better than payin' a whore. Then I said that I would rather wait for the real thing, a loving monogomous RELATIONSHIP, than settle for either.
I don't see where one contradicts the other. Both are true statements.
If you just GOTTA HAVE IT, then statement number one applies.
If you have willpower then statement number two applies.