after the biggest fight scene in the barn with his "best" friend trying to persuade--FORCE "Gary Cooper" to leave Hadleyville...
"Yeah I was thinking of leaving town(quitting)---I was tired(had the flu in the filming)--feeling down--tired--discouraged!"
"Changed my mind--feel better now---ready to whoop ass(paraphrase)! Again!"
#1 rule for living--surviving...never make a major decision when you are depressed---wait--your strength will come back!
"Kurtz's patrols in the highlands were coming under frequent ambush. The camp started falling apart...November: Kurtz orders the assassination of three Vietnamese men and one woman. Two of the men were Colonels in the South Vietnamese army. Enemy activity in his old sector dropped off to nothing. Guess he must have hit the right four people. "