You are correct that is your God and it is a 'false' God one made up in your head and a God that you have chosen to believe. I believe in the God of the Bible and all I can say is I hope you do not perish from this earth without knowing the "way, the truth, and the life" because we all face the judgment seat of Christ one day. Hell is a real place and I hope you do not have to spend it there because you have decided to follow your own so called "god."
I'm glad to see that your so wise (not to mention so damn self righteous and arrogant) that you can call God (there is only one) who believes in love and forgiveness and mercy to be simply a figment of my imagination. Hopefully, he will have mercy on your soul. One thing I'm sure of though is that the GOD I know is not a MURDERER! If I'm going to Hell (not your decision by the way,only God can judge me)because I believe God is loving, forgiving and merciful, then so be it. I'd rather be there then in your 'Heaven' with the likes of you. PS - What will you do when the 'Rapture' doesn't happen?
Russianbear, I hope you read the whole article because there is no where in the article that says God is a murderer. Please read the whole post and then give a comment. I know you said your god is a god of mercy and love. Where do you get your beliefs from? Is it from any source?