You really do have a problem with words, don't you? Words have meaning and ideas have consequences.
Now, yes, the killing of innocents is evil. But the rest of your drivel is typical "I deserve ... I deserve ..." liberalism. Who gave you the right to God's protection against the evil of men -- particularly when you disown Him and blaspheme Him.
So, you deserve to be protected from the manmade, Mohammedan evil do you? Well, all right, you are now standing before God. Why not tell Him just what it is you deserve and He is 'evil' for not giving you what you think you deserve?
No, pup, the porblem is precisely that we are getting -- and absent a relationship with the Saviour -- will get for (in deference to your liberal sensibilities) a 'very long time' precisely what we 'deserve.'
Don't ask for 'justice' you might get it.
My point is that you and the rest of the nitwits who think that God smashes things and kills little children in order to scare you into submission, have a pretty warped notion of "God".
A loving God, could be absolutely NOTHING LIKE the thing you have created in your own twisted image.
THAT... is my point.