Good grief no!
I haven't touched an illicit drug or botanical of any kind in almost fifty years. My wife and I don't even drink alcohol. Over the years whenever I get pain medication at the dentist or doctor I almost don't even take that.
Sorry...Not you PERSONALLY...!
Just saying, that a “personal search” for grander highs would naturally lead to grander toxins of the mind.
“Even” Marijuana shouldn’t be taken by those under 26, nor even ingested by pets!