What makes you think there is any "great difficulty” with the nonsense you spew out?
You are too unimportant and irrelevant for it to matter one way or another what you think.
I think of him as a kid playing with things he doesn't fully understand, and that he might, like Zuckerberg, have been brought to his position by the deep state rather than through his own abilities and efforts.
Is that why he founded and runs by far the most success successful space/rocket company on the planet and by far the most successful EV car company on the planet and is by far the richest man in the planet despite regularly ridiculing Dementia Joe, including calling him "Sleepy Joe"? Chuckle.
You have every right to think of Elon Musk as your own personal hero.
I wouldn’t take that right away from you, even if I wanted to I’m powerless to do so.
Meanwhile, I’ll continue voicing my own opinion of him.
Including that I think he was installed by the CIA in the same way Mark and Jack were.