I feel the same way.
There’s just far too much circumstantial evidence to support something nefarious going on.
I think for me, the biggest red flag is how bad they want everyone vaxxed and are ignoring the immunity part.
Because really, if you want this to go away, you want people immune, and yet immunity is never part of their narrative.
From what I recall reading by some renowned virologists was that you cannot vaccinate yourself out of a pandemic. Unless the vaccine in question prevents a person from catching the virus as well prevents such a person from passing it along. This is the case with earlier vaccines such as measles, tetanus, small pox, polio etc. just to mention few.
If such a vaccine does not meet such criteria, in the long run all it does promote the proliferation of more mutations with some of them either less or others more dangerous than the original virus they were designed for. Needless to say he creation of a monster is more likely than not. It all plays into the hands of ignorant, power hungry control freaks and what we have seen so far pretty well proves the point.