I can understand the despair, but not wanting to take your life.
I’ve lost 2 sons, 1 at 33 days old died of Cytomegalic Inclusion Disease his dad brought back from Nam, flu like in adults. 2nd son was VICIOUSLY MURDERED BY A SOCIOPATH FOR HIS JOLLIES. Plea Bargained a M-1 to a M-2, served 8.5 yrs out of 20 yrs, 6 parole hearings. First 10 months after the Plea Deal. Grief doesn’t stop. I’m 72 now, many health issues. I want everyday God gives me.
I now CCW. You can’t cure a Sociopath.
Oh Gail!, so sorry to hear about the tragedies in your life. I can’t imagine.
I’m conceal carry as well.
May God Bless you on your journey.
My mom passed away in 2002 after a long battle with Alzheimers at 67. That disease sucks by the way. A three year thief.
My dad passed away Aug. last year.
My sister suicided herself with opiods and alcohol, died in October this year at 63.
Be joyful and know there are people who love you.
We can’t change the past.
Like you said, “I want everyday God give me.”
Love,
Eddie