It’s not often that I pray and cry but I’ve been doing a lot of that lately.
Begging, pleading, listing all the bad that will come of this, even though I know He knows better than any of us.
I worry that I’m not being heard.
I’m a nobody and nowhere near as good a Christian as so many people here are.
I have only one hope for salvation and that is God’s grace and Christ’s sacrifice.
I have utterly nothing of my own to offer, at all.
I hope He listens to me, anyway.
“Im a nobody and nowhere near as good a Christian as so many people here are.”
In other words, you have a faith that gladdens God’s heart. Humble and learning on Him. Remember that Paul - the greatest teacher of the early church - referred to himself as the greatest of sinners.