i wish i could do that....there is no way i will be able to sleep tonight (or 2016) even if i had to. Sometimes i wish i wasn’t as emotionally vested in this as i am.
Live goes on - I believe you are only given what you can handle - major things in my life (Sister, Mom, and Dad’s deaths in the past 30 months is a tell that I can handle things) . Then life goes on....