I had a girlfriend I broke up with, and I blame myself for her death. A short while later she drowned.
She was so upset about our breakup, she had moved to Venice and became a streetwalker.
Venice is ok....I lived a couple of places in the 60’s. but my room mate’s parents had a huge two story house on the beach in Trancas...Malibu. We high-tailed it there!
That whole circumstance sounds so tragic.
My heart goes out to you, her, and your loved ones.