...I’m profiling...I’m stereotyping...just can’t help it.....
...You’re not alone.
In my pitiful 65 yr existence, I’ve had guns pulled on me, knives pulled on me, chased by muggers, and had chose friend raped twice and murdered by a strange combination of 3 statistics
Male, ages 16-25, and black
My brain now permanently profiles in situations where all three conditions are present. I wish it were not true, but it is
That hasn’t been my experience. In my last mugging, in which my car was totaled with fists and kicks while I was in it at a stoplight, an older male in his 50s also participated along with the type of person you described. There were three petty thefts in our house and car by black children invited over with other children to play with my kid (separate incidents). When I was robbed at gunpoint at a fast food druve-thru, the black drug addict was in his late 40s. The other two home invasions and the street robbery all fit your profile, though. I’m a little older than you, a retired professional person, and female.
It’s not that I’ve never been robbed by white people. But they did it in crooked business dealings, and I did not get physically sick or have nightmares afterwards like the others.
And nobody can blame you.