Confess!
You keep typing LOL and you know you aren't laughing out loud.
That's such an internet nerd thing.
And that's the fifth time you've referenced 12 year old girls. You could mix it up. You could say 14 year old girls, or ten year old girls. But its always 12 year old girls. Its like a fixation. What about 12 year old girls appeals to you so much.
If we can address the root cause, we may be able to make some progress.
The floor is yours.