No I am not delusional you are. And you are in denial because you are being exposed as a loser who really doesn’t know much of anything. You have never gotten into a conflict with a miltary person. We don’t turn off the attack until the opponent is beaten.
You are the one who needs to get help. I would not be surprised if you are into recreational drug use of some kind. I will find out for sure from my contacts on here who know you.
Listen guy, I gotta feed my Sharks so play time is over.
On military service, ask my “friends” here on FR and maybe they’ll clue you in on my contribution.
My guess you were in Food Services.
See ya and remember to get the meds checked.