Doctor, after reading your post, I would not fire you. I would instead seek you out to help me. I withdraw my first post to you. It no longer has any meaning.
You are indeed a hero. A real one. There is nothing at all to forgive.
God bless you and your patients, and God bless America.
Sincerely,
Chris
For whats its worth Chris, I would fire myself most days...but thats just my Lutheran upbringing. Thanks for your kind words.