I’m actually kind of surprised that this fool is taking this approach (and that his lawyers are letting him). At this point, I would pretty much expected him to shut up and then plead a defense of stress/depression/insanity that comes with being a small town girl living in a lonely world (i.e., a gay black man in a racist, homophobic, Trumpian country).
The pressures of living in Trump-hell made me lose my sanity.
Maybe he could use the Marion Barry line: "I was thinking so much about others, I forgot to take time to think of what was right for me."
He actually said that when he was explaining at a press conference how he came to be in a hotel room smoking crack with a prostitute.