I do not doubt that. I understand the data. I understand the marginal risk difference of old vs new.
Given a choice, you first. I’ll go with a well understood “old way” over being one of the first to try the “new way”.
I’m glad you are going first and will enjoy the vast improvement in health and well being the new vaccine provides before I’m willing to give it to my kids.
My sons are in their 30s. I'm not taking them to the pediatrician for shots any time soon. However, I would not hesitate to use a new vaccine. Just like I do not hesitate to use any new medical treatment, as long as I can review the data supporting it.