I am sorry your are sad and that you are confused about me being worried.
While uselessly worry about emotional issues try examining the world as it exist and explain why I am wrong. I promise you a factually based reply will not sadden or worry me. That is, if your own emotions will allow you to reply in such a manner.
In truth, my comments were tongue it cheek! It's just that your commentary leads one to the supposition that you see no hope for the future! That after Trump, the Marxists will “once again take over, this resurgence will be with a vengeance, and the result will be the the loss of our country. That's how I read what you said. And although, you are, by no means. "alone" in your beliefs. Even here on FR there "gloom and doom" folks who think as you have outlined. I have "no negative emotions" where the future of our country is concerned. While the battle against Marxism is far from over, at this juncture I would be the last person to talk disparagingly about our chances for survival as a Republic. From what you wrote, I got the distinct idea that you were ready to throw in the towel now. At least give Trump 8 years to see if he can effect a recovery. If I've misread you, please accept my apologies up front.