[WVNan]

Hi Onyx, long time as I continue to learn how to live without my beloved of 51 years. I continue to work my two churches in order to keep my focus, when I really want to crawl under the covers and cry.

Oh, I checked in to tell you my first quarter monthlies will hit the mailbox tomorrow. No mail today. ($100)

[onyx]

(((WVNan))) Oh my God, dearest, sweet you! I had to read and reread your post three times to try to make sense of it, and then I quickly searched all your forum posts, (to little avail).

I didn't know! Until right now, I didn't know that your beloved has been with our good Lord and Savior since July 6!

You brave lady, you, (((WVNan)))

God love you. God bless you. I wish I would have known. Can I possibly do anything for you?

[onyx]

Your 2 churches are a blessing and you are a blessing to your churches and friends. God and Christian fellowship. My precious DrO always told me it was okay to cry, but my crying is over. You should cry whenever you feel the need. God will wipe away your sad tears and replace them with sweet memories to warm your heart.

I hate Winter and short days. I love sunlight. I think I’m going to buy those interior lights that mimic “sunlight.” Many days I stay under the covers for 36, 40, 60 hours at a stretch. My French Bulldog, Louie stays right there with me. I stay until I find a reason or the nerve to get up. I’m always surprised to realize the number of days that have passed and always extremely surprised to find that I am still tired and not hungry, just a little thirsty.

God bless you.

[Jim Robinson]

Thank you very much, WVNan!! God bless.