“ammonia nitrate” is an ingredient for a bomb and the other ingredient, which I won’t mention, is even more readily available.
So, why not the grander plan. Personally, I think he was winding down on what money he had. A modest gambling win would have bought him another day.
Single mother, hard scrabble upbringing, high achiever, extreme narcissist, fragile ego, two very short marriages, yells at his girlfriend often enough at Starbucks to be remembered by the staff...watching it all gambled away, knowing deep down -knowing he’s a fool.
Ever see narcissistic rage? I have.
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NASA, Lockheed Martin => he was “the golden child”.
(Not saying that explains it, but it gives proximaty.)
He had millions tied up in real estate, though.
Those guns and ammo alone probably costs thousands.
I’m not buying the screaming at the gf in Starbucks either because that was one girl who said that and nobody else. Everyone else said they were quiet and kept to themselves.