I have this nervous tick that when things get dark I smile.
It comes out at the most odd times and I am quite aware of it but do it.
Oh you are suffering? smile.
Very annoying
My BIL had that. It was some kind of reaction he learned in childhood. He has since lost it and he is in his 60’s.
It had something to do with fear and the way he was raised.
Avid Hunter, Fisher, and Father of two.
It was the way he was introduced as a child and never allowed to be himself. He is quite a different person now.
He shows me how to accurately use my guns and he is very prominent in hunting with a crossbow as well.
All of our elders have passed on and we carry the torch. Times have changed but everyone is still the same.
We hold dear respect for all that have given us life and especially GOD that has allowed our spirit to manifest itself here on Earth.
Godspeed mylife.