I know what you’re saying here and it’s all valid.
Maybe I’m premature in stating my thoughts, but something was just very very different today/tonight. If I figure out what leads me to feel/think that, I’ll express it better :)
Believe me, I’ve long since understood the game the media and radio and print dolts are playing - I’ve all but removed myself from it as I found it sooooo boring and stale. That’s not say I don’t know or understand what is still being pushed, I just sense that it will begin to fall ever more flat than it has already.
No, you're fine. I was just saying that I got that feeling earlier - we all get to that at different times for different reasons, all of them just as valid.