Well it’s more than awaiting. It’s having met. That’s what happened to me. When the Presence came there wasn’t any more doubt in my mind as to Whom it was.
The totality of Christ worked for me since I was kid. Less about faith, and more about reason. I’m kinda pragmatic about it.
While I’m not awaiting, I must avoid deferring. The daily demands of “life” are unnecessarily distracting.
Not familiar with your experience, but it’s good you’re with Christ.