Good for you!
I hope that works out for you as you grow up.
Cruz was and still is what we called a whimp, a pansy, a wuss, a momma’s boy, and; every name other then a real man in the 50-60’s. Cruz was the punk who wore his paisley bathrobe in college and walked all the way down to the ladies side where they showered and made themselves up for the day. Had a gal I dated or any of my friends dated mentioned this to a one of us- Cruz would have been spitting out teeth and his damn nose would have been on one side of his face.