So many words, suck little logic. That’s become your calling card. Carry on.
Do you really realize what a vitriol laden sourpuss you have become?
You confessed you were the spawn of dysfunctional family. Well dysfunction is learned in a family. There seldom is one bright shining soul in a family like that, they all have distortions, because family is supposed to be a shaping place of love (that is what God says).
I have your number as far as that is concerned and could use it ad infinitum if I wanted. However, that would only drive your demonic reactions and drill you further and further into hell.
As for logic — the logic of Jesus Christ on the cross is the only real logic needed here. He sacrificed everything for both me AND you. He will take your own calling card and make it new, but only if you let Him. Otherwise you will keep on going, awesomely, down to the pits of hell and no, I won’t have sent you there. You will have sent yourself.