I think this is going to take a whole second romance with the Man Upstairs. To put it in such terms.
Nothing else is going to deliver the spiritual energy necessary. I hate to be so blunt. But that’s the case. If you have a gates of hell problem, the bible tells us of only one solution.
Hopefully we won’t have to be beat within an inch of our lives to get the message. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year FReeper!