I know what you mean! I am 62 and disabled and died physically in my second year of sobriety! Another miracle for me is after God sent me back He gave me the desire to quit smoking after 59 years of smoking. That sounds like I am being crazy but my dad gave me my first smoke and I was around his second hand smoke all my growing years cause he smoked three packs a day! Long story made short, God gets the glory for saving me, not man!
My Father finally figured it out when he fell on his Face one too many times. He is lucky to be alive and he knows it.
Take good care my FRiend.
BTW - My Father Drank like a Fish and my Mother Smoked like a Texas Barbecue Joint. Both my older Brother and I decided to do neither. We simply had enough of seeing how it hurt our Family and swore we wouldn’t follow the tradition.
My Parents argued about each others bad habits (and all the money they wasted on feeding those bad habits) until the day my Mother died.